Wow, I said this quite alot. Its the adjustment period that I can;t afford. If I got the right dose, I could afford the meds. I don;t need them, I have fealt so great these past couple of days, that if I did take the meds it would be toxic. Regular meditation is all I need. Those herbs keep stimulating the liver and kidneys, and they make me irritable. I took the begining dose, not even the medium dose, and I got irritable. You start low and work your way up in seven days. What this says, to me, is my liver and or kidney is in trouble. I have noticed though after herbs and good diet take affect, the same dose of those herbs don;t have any affect. My guess is liver and kidneys are getting better. I seem to be thinking better and mood stabalization is better too. Something was fucked up, but seems to be getting better.