I suppose it helps to distract you from the harsh reality that you're a fool and you live under the shadow of your father, who's an acclaimed teacher, for the rest of your golden years, old man.
I don't need distraction from the fact that I am a fool.
As to the shadow of my father, I wouldn't trade my
life for his. He is certainly not a particularly good
teacher (though better than I). But, he's lived
less, in some ways, I think. We make our choices.
My FEAR is that I'll end up having to live such a
life.