i find it utterly amazing that anubend expresses herself so differently online and in real life. i have mixed feelings about it, relating to how people meeting her make assumptions about her intellectual abilities, given her "outward appreance", compared to the incredibly intelligent, articulate and thoughtful person i've seen online. it's almost scary, to me.
i think there's something very pure about her physical expression, but the communication aspects of it really freak me out - how frustrated must she be? of course, this could be pure projection on my part.