I am not the most unsocial person you'll ever find. But i feel like i'm further along the unsocial end than the social end of the spectrum.
Background story:
When I first started going to anime conventions, i thought the concept was, we were all supposed to stay together and go to exhibits together, that the point of it was to interact with each other, and the anime was just a thing to tide over the moments when neither of us could think of anything to say. However everyone broke away from each other. They all went to do their own thing. And I felt like when I went to the exhibits to look at something, even though there were hundreds of people there, i was actually alone. Nobody cared that I was there and if there was a moment when i could speak to the people running the exhibit that there was a single weak social connection there, but a moment later i was nobody to any of them. I still am unaware if everyone there was just alone and happened to be consuming the art(anime, paintinings, merchanidise, games, ect) alone, but hundreds of people alone together. And I wager that is probably just how I felt.
I've decided that my general living strategy is that socializing on the level I feel merits the term socializing is only an occasional indulgence to me. Like once every 2 weeks or more. And the rest is just getting what I want through people. Food, entertainment, ect. And it is the things I want from people that I enjoy, not the people themselves. That seems like an unsocial living strategy. And I am certain(more like very optimistic) that there are genuinely social people out there. But it makes me wonder.
What is the living strategy of social people?
What is their ultimate goal in everything they do? What do they do to achieve that goal? What is meaningful to them?