I think I grew up over the last two years and now I wanna completely break free from anything that was holding me back subconsciously. These forums and communities can get a hold on you if you let them. I'm not the kid I was in 2007/2008
I dont think that I've suddenly started growing up: I have always been growing and hope I continue to
I think you've been through a lot, both online and personally.
You might want to take a break. It's all up to you.
In my own opinion, I think you are much more mature deep down than a lot of people. AS or not.
You've seen and gone through a lot. I just hope you do something fine one day.x