because i don't do medium - whe i say i'm impatient, i don't mean i want things to happen
now, they have to have happened YESTERDAY!

and when i
have patience, it's practically limitless, and that doesn't go with my non-existent boredom threshold.
it just doesn't quite add up. the only thing which makes sense is finding my motivation, i think, cos if i'm motivated, i can do more or less anything, it seems. (hence the "arsedness" factor).