Truama is tireing and that can fuck me up.? If I effectively communicate an idea about truama I might trigger something, but I try to edit now.? I had? issues before I went to school.? I? had bipolar disorder, HFA, ADHD, and family issues. Bipolar disorder is a maybe, my clinical social worker's view is muddled by HFA.? I got cancer, so maybe I had internal problems to boot.? I would say I got tag teamed, big time.? I am fighting the mood problem and winning, without meds.