Someone needs a lesson, yes fluorescent, we know you need "several lessons.
Im glad i motivated you, but i hope you dont fall too hard when you realise your destined to fail with your current traits. Seriously you need to work on the way you come across, big time if you want to succeed at anything decent especially university or a decent job etc.
If your not wanting to take meds, i suggest you see a DECENT psychiatrist, copy some of your posts and show him/her, im sure it will be very helpful for them to find a way of helping you overcome your obvious problems and flaws.
Yes you just need to be careful when you PM people in the future, thats advice, simply because you come across like a bit of a schizo, ok you might not be that way in reality i have no idea but you obviously have issues, eitherway you really need to be careful the way you come across and the way you portray yourself to strangers at random, i suggest the next time you PM someone you speak about something normal or make casual chit chat, and not just PM them at random to say the type of things you normally do.
I simply do not like strangers sending me constant pointless erratic PMs.
Your not stalking, great.
We are ok. Just absorb what people are telling you. It may help you alot more than your defensive & arrogant attitude.
Once again good luck to you.