Don;t you already have everything ? You want my attention too? Aww, thankyou. I am just kidding. I did not used to edit my posts, and I am sorry. If I properly communicate an idea in the post, I could trigger my truama. (A resentment issue, from getting maid fun of) I already had a problem with family issues and mood problem before the resentment issue, so together, they truamatized me. . Truama does not stop me from editing my posts, it just makes it harder. Some people also messed up when they tried to understand, all issues aside. I should still edit, because these people need me to edit most.
Chatroom banning- First time It was my fault, because of resentment issue. Second and third time, not my fault. A simple misunderstanding, surronding sarchasim. They probably also thought I was out of controll, I was struggling but still had it. Second time it was about past actions, and how it affected how I interpeted their behavior. People should close down previous issue, before they joke with someone. This last time I also attacked with nasty comments, but one of the mods started me off wrong. Some one else finished. Both had not finished the previous issue, and had no right to joke with me. SHUT THE FUCK UP does not consitute a done deal.
Sorry pms elle. You know, there is a male pms, its called andropause.