Wet blanket, better talk to Teejay about that, I think he is one
There is a little symbolic thought for you, if you figure it out, I bet it would be most amusing.
This may happen to you someday, when you start really trying your best in life, you find out who you really are, and what your capable of. I thinks its kind of fun figuring people out, sometimes I solve a problem that makes me feel good.
Concentration camp maybe something to do with your life, I am not trying to offend. I started off at a very low point in my life and I got greater. I am not saying this is you exactly. I am hard on myself, and somethimes people think I am patroninzing, but I am sensitive.