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What's up. Are you freaky about bilaterally sequenced digit placements in numbers as well?
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i like numbers and patterns.
Yes, i enjoy them at times.
I use them, I find wisdom within them, I play with them, I defend myself with them, I like them, often they serve me, but I will not be chased by them.
Some of them, especially the ones with multiple meanings, haunt my mental spaces, spaces often supplied in short of other considerations. I hate them for this.
There is much guilt I feel in numbers and even more in patterns.
I tend to use them as more than tools and there is some masturbatory shame associated with the pleasure.