'jesu' is the form I knew it/use it in, almost entirely as part of a blasphemous curse/expression of frustration/anger/surprise.
Semi-useless fact: I have a short, narrow vein just to the left of my left forefingers knuckle that stays put when it gets colder. Most of the rest seem to head south for the winter and stay deep down and a real fucking nuisance to aim for. Its really a bloody fiddly one though, I can reliably hit it, but it demands I keep the angle absolutely precise, and the depth of the needle has to be perfect, 1mm either way and it goes either too shallow or too steep an angle and I can't draw blood back into my syringe (called registering the shot, slight vacuum is applied with one finger on the plunger of one's rig, not much, just a little, so as soon as the tip enters the target vein, blood will flow backwards into the solution)
Once that happens then I know I won't miss and shoot anything subcut (subcutaneous, an infection risk with anything not sterilized, although I do sterilize my IV solution using single-use sterile 0.2 micron filters that plug onto the end of a rig. Subcut shots hurt, so even with for ex. a vet-grade vial of K I would avoid that route; deliberately at least, although I've missed a fair few times when learning to shoot, and when doing methoxetamine or PCP derivatives....lol its bloody difficult enough to put the goods int a vial, open a glass amp of sterile water without spilling it everywhere thanks to vision going all squirrelly, body going numb, and depth perception being fucked up beyond any hope of recognition, I typically preload a few boosters for if I want them later, and stick to IM only, after the 1st or maybe second, despite how much I hate IM'ing anything.)
And yay...I found an oxy 40 that I didn't even know I had. Done half, still cooking the rest...an appetizer before the main meal so to speak
(I.e my strawberry cream drink, the rest of the OC, a low dose of chlormethiazole, and some clonidine, with an antihistamine to lessen any itching caused by the opioid. And to boot, the damn synthetic skin graft thingy I'm stuck with at the moment, that itches like all fuckdom, I have a hunch I may be allergic to the glue.
And ooh yay...I just worked out that I'd run out of meds on a weekend, which means I can go get them earlier, tomorrow. which means 3 days worth of OC to play with 'free' (well, I get all my meds for no cost, but I mean, without having to worry about supply running out.) and that I can shoot 80mg rather than just 1 40. Sure, one pill alone is nice but it just doesn't hit the spot.
