Yeah my happiness doesn't last long either it comes and goes just like my depression.
I'm happy when I'm in a shopping mall but I'm not the typical girl looking for shoes and clothes. I'll buy a Beatles t-shirt if I see one or a pair of hightops in wallmart.
I shop for video games, electronics, things for my room, art supplies i need, Rat assersorys.
I was very happy when I went into a sex store and bought a vibrator but I got upset when I saw dildo's that were so big they looked painful.
i was with my sister-in-law and we laughed and laughed.
Ok a happy moment? When I went to Toronto with my step dad when I was 9 I looked out the air plane window and saw all the clouds and thought I was in heaven. I said "Dad am I dreaming?" we went fishing and did fun things. I eventually found the fishing boring. I cached a bunch of colorful fish and let them back free. It was very beautiful. I was happy on Christmas morning in 97 (I was
when i got a pet bird and I named him Mowhawk. I was depressed when I came back from my toronto trip and found out the neighbors fat ass cat killed my Cockatiel My parents bought me a hamster to make me feel better. I was happy the day I got my rat Splinter in November 2006 she was a little baby at five weeks old and we loved each other right from the start. No training and taming was necessary.
I was happy when I got my first tattoo last summer It was not painful at all. It was the Scorpio Symbol. Ya know the little "M" with the devil tail? it hurt like fucking hell after and it was just a little tattoo. I'm getting one this July. I was depressed at my first tattoo ever that I did myself on my leg. I now have a big dagger on my right calf. I hope to get a cover-up that was painful oh and that time I pierced my ear with a darning needle. I had my eyebrow periced for awile when I was 16 i was happy about it and than I got upset when all the slutty Paris Hilton
clones had theres peirced to. So I took it out after a while. It was migrating. Now I wear no peircings not even my ears....oh a depressing time? most painfull time? when I got my ears pierced when I was a year old. Ok enough with the body art talk im making this post to long that nobody will want to read it. I'm done in this thread for now.
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