I thought I was, but maybe I was not. I remember another time when I acted like this, and that was when my grandfather died. I felt kind of mad because I felt there was more that could be done for him, so I was acting extremely insensitive to people at the funeral on purpose. I am introspecting to see, before I start getting into trouble, what kind of mood I am in. I seem to have down pack any way I slice it. I guess I was mad about my grandmother, and the doctors are reminding me of some truama. I loose more of my patients for people's problems when truama interupts my life, but I am in very good controll. I will just keeping doing what I think is best for myself.
I had to come on here and appologize to Mc Jagger, we all have are problems at some point. I say no offense and mentioned the hypocrites, so that is a sign of at least some self controll. I understand perfectly well about impulsivness, and I did admit to such behavior before.