When are you going to learn? I know what is the matter with me and I am fine now. Lets see now... the dark circles under my eyes are half gone now, and it appears to be due to accidental ingestion of gluten and casein. Sunblock does not effectively adress the cosmetic issue of my noise being red with small pimpling. Its red for various reasons... Lack of stomach acid, and or need for detoxification etc. Extremely annoying withdrawl occurs in those three days, but again subsides after then. Improvements in skin starts at three days, and reduced pimpling plus redness does occur. I notice after three days, orgasm feels better, suggesting that its something to do with exorphins. I know I appear social on here, but there was quite a bit of times when I would not talk, but there were also quite alot of times where I would approach strangers and just chat. After four days I notice some improvement in mood, and after 7 Its wonderful. Ginseng helps at times, but its no subsitute for a grain and dairy restricted diet. I know very well the difference in how one food makes me feel. I have ate tons of junkfood, had various observations, and gluten and casein are the worst offenders of how I feel. I have cravings every ounce in a while, but gluten and dairy are not the first things anymore. Even if I were to eat some now, it would not taste as good to me. That is another sign I am allergic People who don't know me start approaching more toward the end of the seventh day, and I get more looks from women especially with addition of ginseng. I am not smiling or doing anything more.
So I thought it about it for awhile, how the fuck did this happen? My mom tells me she gave me oats at two weeks old because it was the only thing that would stop me from crying for food. I disrupted the nursery and got thrown out for crying spells. Mom starved to death when I was in her belly. I mean not literally, but she ate a whole entire pumkin pie cause of me. She says I ate the placenta to. The pediatrician recomended oats and he is an idiot. I would never give oats, wheat, barley, rye, or actual cows milk to an undevolped intestinal tract. That can cause an allergy to form.
I have recently met up with some old friends, and there other friends excepted me. I was not made fun of for being socially inept at all, infact I made a joke that amused the whole gang. I was polite and tactful when Weeze's cousin was doing something weird. With restiction of grains and dairy, I decided I should give it ago. There was some truama issues cropping up, but not allergies aggravating them. They said I was diesal! It was a crowd hanging outside Eric's house of six people, and I was not bothered. I told them my secrets because the past don't matter as much as what you do now. Its been a while since I enjoyed that, and I got roomates on the way! It will be three people paying the bills. Tommy likes me even though he is hated quite a bit and rather depressed. I am happy to make his day with my postive mood! People are sometimes so mean and not the victims fault sometimes.
So what do I do know with left over cravings? Well, I think about the fact that junkfood actually makes a bad mood worse, so if I thought it was bad now it will be worse if I do impulsive things. I meditate and I am able to strictly abstane from it now. I have lost 18 lbs from doing that, and weigh 147lbs now. Want me to loose weight for you Carla? I am just joking, so don't get mad. You can do anything I can, if you put your mind to it. Logically, I am happier not eating any at all. I turn to other healthy foods that I like instead also. I like pretty much all foods. I could eat a whole entire bad of frozen broccoli real easy. I recently started grabbing fresh dandelion leaves from the outside to improve detoxification, digestion, and the health of my best friend dick! Its alot of fun, and its more arousing then ginseng to me. Three times, ounce every hour, and great dream, all from two cups of leaves. You bet I paid attention, I like that activity! Dandelion leaves are richer in b vitamins than most other vegetables and are quite expensive in the stores, but are free outside! Food outside tends to not have pesticides so is got more nutrition in it. Honey suckle flowers taste great also!
