What is the meanest thing someone has done to you?
One of my old best friends talking behind my back on the bus ride to school on a Monday morning while I was in Portland seeing my psychologist. She was slandering me behind my back and every Monday morning she talk about me on the bus and say how I scratched her in second grade, etc and not even tell them she was the one bullying me and I was just defending myself and she started to make up stories about me too.
My friends in elementary school giving me pieces of their food to eat during lunch time telling me to eat it and they had already done something to it like it was already on the floor, one of them farted on it, had it in her mouth, etc. and laugh at me when I eat it. I stopped taking things from them when they offer me something like one of their fruit snack, a cracker, etc. When I first moved to Montana, one of my school mates tried to drug me by giving me something to have (it looked like some kind of candy or nut) and because I had been taken advantage of so many times with food, I couldn’t trust anyone so I took it to a nearby grownup who was there and asked her what it was since I didn’t know what it was. She said it was a drug. The student was suspended for three weeks and I didn’t even know she was until she told me when I was 16.
Kids egging me to do things when I was 12 and wouldn’t leave me alone till I did it so I would and I get in trouble. Such as the time I showed them my sports bra when they kept saying I stuff it and they told me prove it so I waited till recess and when we were out in the field and that’s when I did it. They all laughed and I thought it was because I had proved them wrong but my mother said they were laughing AT ME. I didn’t understand the meaning of “laughing at someone†then. I thought it was the same as laughing at a TV show, laughing at a joke, etc. I thought laughing with someone meant laughing when they are laughing.
How is your day going?
I just got up. Had bread and ice cream and watching King Kong now, the new version.