You don't like your pictures taken?
You really are not that bad looking. I like women with short hair myself, but that is me I would care only about what others say so much because you live with haircut. Its what you like that matters most. I would try meditating first to calmn down then its easy as shit smiling. Try imaging a powerful fire of healing energy rising from the floor with lighting around it and shit. Keep doing it untill you find it easy to smile, put down that junkfood, and shit. Stuff like that helped terminal cancer patients survive, and some people can affect their body temperature by four degrees.
How many bf have you had?
What should go on a pizza, besides me.. lol Just messing with yeah.