Actually I've liked diapers since I was nine years old. It just came back to me one day I wanted to wear them again. I was ashamed of it though because I knew it wasn't normal because nobody else wore them except for kids who were disabled so I never said anything until I was 12 when I found the AB/DL community on the internet and was very thrilled. I knew I wasn't alone and told my mom and dad about it but my mother told me none of it was real and it was all sick and twisted so I must have buried the thoughts in my head because I didn't want to wear anymore either or even be a baby. But I still continued going to the sites and reading stories about adult babies and diaper lovers. It was obvious I was still in the desires but was in denail. Then I was 17 when I rediscovered the fetish and I did find out there are people out there who wear for fun just because they like too and all the homepages I have seen were real, not made up. I started chatting to other diaper lovers too and adult babies. Took me a few months to actually decide to buy myself some diapers. My parents found out I was wearing but never stopped me or did anything about it. Of course my mother couldn't tell me none of it was real like she did before. Sure the stories are fictional but not the community.
There have been other people in the world that have liked diapers too since they were young. Some have even liked them their whole lives and never wanted to quit but their parents forced them too. Even my boyfriend's son didn't wanna quit wearing when he was little and it took them a year and a half to potty train their boy. He has no desire to wear but my boyfriend thinks in the next few years he will want to wear them again. My boyfriend never wanted to potty train his kid in the first place because he has to wear them but his ex girlfriend wanted him potty trained, he didn't want to potty train his daughter either but his ex wanted her kids potty trained so he did it but they could never get their oldest one potty trained so she is still in diapers. She wore pull ups before but was put back in diapers at age 11 after being told by a psycholigst that because she has started her period, they will never get her to stop wetting and messing herself so they gave their daughter two options, either she stops or she wears diapers 24/7 so she picked diapers just what she always wanted. All the other psychologists told them to give their daughter two options, either she wears them or she stops wetting and messing herself.
And how did my mother do me a disservice? She figured I wasn't ready so she put me back in them. She was going to try again after having my brother but fortunitly I gave them up on my own so she didn't have to try forcing me out of them again.
