Yeah its quite a drab image to conjure up, I think I becoming one of them.:-( The only auspicious thing I can thing I can think of is I will be helping others. I though I was done healing from my food allergies, but I still see ADHD, complex post truamatic stress disorder, discrete personality disorder, and what ever the fuck its called where you dont properly use a word right with your brain remembering the wrong one. Aphasia does not quite cover it. Those food allergies cause slow decline in mental fuctioning that I only now make reparations to apease such an abomidation. Well it would take all night to look up words to put on a show for intensity, but thankfully my brain recalls the more complex vocabulary almost oportunely so it takes a few minutes longer. I hypothesize I need at least more omega three fats. I take lots of fish oil, study, exercise, and meditate which all help brain fuction. Meditation is two fold, as using your imagination is good mental exercise while it reduces my sweet tooth.:-)