Corrie, calmn down. I am trying to help you, can't you see that? Is it because I was a jerk before? You must have followed me here for other reasons, care and such. I love you to. You need to put your mood aside for mom, she is suicidal. Does this make you feel better? Mom needs to help herself to, forgive her idiot sister. We are attacking just like them. You call her all sorts of names, yet you are acting like her, no offense. I hazzard to wonder if your being a hypocrite is because you have a tough introspecting. Mom does it to, with her spending sprees. Any attempt to help her leaves me rather frusturated, as she seems to not be able to deal with the fact she is having a tough time. People have their reasons for acting up, you should maybe thinking about this before you go shooting your mouth off. Thinking about mom makes me very upset, like when I think about you. She comes to me now, complaining about this and that, and I do what I can. I am not putting on an act on here, this is how I am now. I find myself in a rather comfortable state of mind, even though I have been off paxil for around 10 years. I do what I can do foster my devolpement, and if that includes forgiving you, so be it. I don't know about you, but I feel alot better forgiving you. Trust me on this one, I love you, I want to see you happy, please just forgive mom, it will feel so much better. You can't see me now, but I have tears, and its because of the way your acting. Jayden has his issues to, and I forgive him. If you want to prance around with your grudge and not know what happness is, so be it, I tried, that is all that matters.
Let me finish with this, you must be glad I find your boyfriend ugly, otherwise I would be gay. Gay is yuck, but not if it means happy.
Do you want A hug?, because I could sure use one now. If you don't care about me, I will go to mom. She appreciates what I do for her.
