Pi, I esentially did what I did, on purpose if you have not figured that out. I don't wish to be dxed or told about meds, I am man enough to admit weakness, and I don't feel the need for meds. I don't want to hear how dellusional I am either, I know my faults, I work on faults, and I appologize if I do wrong to some one. I thinks things are honestly done, but I see a few things, small as they are. It just feels so close and then boom! Keep fuckn truckn, and I am absolutely certain things will go back to normal. So fuckn close, and I am just enjoying my hard work so much.
I am sorry, PI.