Was going to apply for Taco bell, but an old friend may still be at walmart. My gang was bad, and I was a good person. Beats the fuck out of me, and I wish Jessica would to. I ask for a spanken a quite a bit just to see if would turn me and all I get is no. She is the one enjoys pain and blood. She declines my offer to, christ, experiment. I said no to certain gross sexual things but I changed my mind. I did not want a tatooe, but am now open to the challenge of pain. Seems like something of intrest, that and earrings she wants me to have. She better not be trying to turn me into some fag for her pleasure, because she is out of luck, even if I have some sterotypical behavior. Fags give me the creeps! No wonder, grabbing me like that one did when I was 16. The whole men fucking meen is just gross anyway. Go ahead and laugh to, she even asked me to fuck another man for her enjoyment, obvisoulsy I declined. That is no surprise to me, I go out of my way for her so much and she expected something more. She was going to handsomely reward me, but I don't want her to do anything like that for me.