Alright, knock it off, I am not an aspie fuckwhit. Listen, my mom and my sister both treat me the same way, and quite frankly I am getting fuckn pissed at them. Mom is going to loose her son who cares about her, who was in tears six times in one day because he loves her, who shed some right fuckn now, because she just won't listen to me. I am considering giving her the real deal, because I do know what the symptoms are.
That comment about me fuckn anyone was a joke, christ, I keep forgeting your aspies. I think I have said this before, I am not a literal guy, and its because not being literal actually adds depth to my words. Carla, I pmed you before I read my thread, you did an AS thing, sorry. That text I sent you had words purposefully chopped out to save you and I the balance. Another AS thing you did, and I am sorry for that to. Mc Jagger also did an AS thing also. I forget at times that your aspies because your so functional, and I am sorry. Aspies piss me off alot, and all can do is to try and get you to stop doing shit. I am a sensitive guy ok? I thought you would have picked up that my comment about me fuckn anyone was a joke.
Here is the punch line, especially for you Carla, since you like to laugh so much. I am still going to be nice to you and everyone else because I am a guy with alot of patience and sensitivity. Jessica has had her worst moments, and I said, "No matter how badly you treat me, I still love you." I was thinking about this before I got on. I am not insecure so don't get any ideas because sometimes men are attracted to the bigger gals because they are insecure. Every women is dinner to me, even the overweight ones, because I have a high ability to help people. I think it would be rather easy to take care of something like that, simple logic and such. They are often free, and quite frankly, I find most of women in my area butt fuckn ugly, and the ones I go for are taken. The men don't look like a piece of work themselves. Now I should finish. I came up with a kinky idea, encase I did end up choosing someone like that. They could use their mass like a sorta handcuff deal. Its a gold opportunity for me to devolpe a bond with a kind of woman like that because you went through something together. I just want to make sure my woman is ok. I have ways of controlling impulses so I don't just be a pig head dick head, like my dad was. He cared more for his alcohol than his women, and I had to suffer. Mom's pot actually does less damage than alcohol, but I think she did alcohol also. I gave up my habits for good reason, because I didnot want to end up my dad. He had more problems, although I won't say what they are. Mom made fun of him a few times, calling him AS. I don't know what is going on with him, but I could speculate. Dad actually called her bird mouth, but she had teeth pulled so that comment is less valid. I understand about problems, so that is why I have tollerance for them. Dad is there when I really need him, and plus one for him, he calmed down a bit. He never beat me, but nor did my step dad. Mom said he is good at being sneaky, I am to. Mom also said he was the most attractive man she has ever seen, but despies the way he acts. I don't blame her.
