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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #45 on: October 18, 2009, 05:37:30 PM »
My back garden is manky and spooky though  :laugh:  I prefer being outside the house, I usually play spot the fox.  Not to mention chuck butts at the car of this complete cunt who lives two doors down.

Doesn't your mum know you smoke?
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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #46 on: October 18, 2009, 05:40:27 PM »
There are so many things my mother doesnt know....
smoking is probably the least of them.
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« Reply #47 on: October 18, 2009, 05:43:10 PM »
I'm actually pretty honest with my mum.  Even when I really really shouldn't.

She doesn't like me smoking but knows she can't force me to stop.  She just makes me go outside instead of smoking out of the window though.
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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #48 on: October 18, 2009, 05:49:27 PM »
I dont lie to people who dont lie to me. my mother lies about the fact shes lying to me. I feel no need to be honest to her.
also shes a complete control freak so she tries to tell me what to do with anything she does know about so I just dont tell her about things, the only way I can get any privacy is in my head. I have to put stuff I dont want her poking through either in my locked filing cabinet or in my car.
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« Reply #49 on: October 18, 2009, 05:53:29 PM »
It sucks your mum is that way  :(

My mum is not that bad I guess, she can be evil but that's cause her mother and my stepfather fucked her up.  Not to mention, I am a bit of a handful at times :P

How old are you, if I can ask?
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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #50 on: October 18, 2009, 05:59:45 PM »
39 on friday.
I still live with them cuz I cant afford a place of my own otherwise I'd be long gone from here, though it is convenient having a dog sitter.
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« Reply #51 on: October 18, 2009, 06:08:27 PM »
Then your mum shouldn't have a say whether you smoke or not.  You are your own person, not a child.  She sounds like a cunt  :thumbdn:
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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #52 on: October 18, 2009, 06:46:04 PM »
She wouldnt be able to stop me, she'd just moan at me all the fucking time and try to tell me what I should be doing all the time, thats why I dont talk to her about anything.
and I do mean anything.
I'm totally fucked up, falling apart and stressed out and and near suicidal and I still dont talk to her.
Its easier that way.

what do I want?
a stable yard with 3 or 4 boxes, a goat pen and a pigsty with a workshop building and 2 or 3 acres with a little hayloft flat above it near to where I work where I can hide away and be me.
somewhere I could invite friends to without having to ask if its ok and then have her hovering and listening in the next room.
somewhere I can go and cook proper food without being told I'm not doin it right.
somewhere that I can get home whatever time I want and go out whenever I want without an inqisition everytime.
somewhere that I dont have to hide who I am.
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« Reply #53 on: October 18, 2009, 06:50:07 PM »
:hug:

Do you get benefits?  If not, the maybe you can apply for some to enable you to have some money on a regular basis?  Not sure which country you're from though  :-\  Is a job a possibility?
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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #54 on: October 18, 2009, 06:55:21 PM »
 :hug: Toad.

I hope your living situation can change soon.
Makes such a difference having freedom of mind and doing in a space of your own.
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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #55 on: October 18, 2009, 06:57:10 PM »
I work full time night shift.
the only places I could afford to buy are one bedroom flats in the middle of town, and that would leave me with nothing to keep my animals with.
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« Reply #56 on: October 18, 2009, 06:59:56 PM »
It would be a start though.  You could keep your animals at your mum's till you manage to find a bigger place.  At least you would feel better about yourself without having her breathing down your neck all the time
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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #57 on: October 18, 2009, 07:00:58 PM »
i want to go to the beach or alderley edge
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« Reply #58 on: October 18, 2009, 07:04:21 PM »
I want a waterfront house on the lake 24/7, instead of just going there during the summer. Not a big place. Just something comfy with big yard and a beach and boat dock. And I want a garden swing to snuggle up on that faces the water.
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Re: What do you want?
« Reply #59 on: October 18, 2009, 07:05:04 PM »
i want a car and a girlfriend with nice tits who is clean and nice to me
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