Well I'm trying to work out the people on here, what makes them tick
I am trying to find common factors
i actually think that i have rejected a decent amount of what i should be.
i spent several years holing myself up in my room....watching tv, radio, reading, doing puzzles, sorting my baseball cards, coloring, etc...so as not having to deal with my family.
i was constantly corrected around them.
i consider myself juvenile, to some degree, because of that. because i taught myself my own rules....alone. and spent a good part of my late teens and twenties philosophizing and writing and reading. trying to figure out how it all works.
i have no concrete answers. not even sure if what i think works for me actually does.
the one thing i know for certain is that i want to be myself without constant correction from others.