loss of privacy.
belief in luck.
that's two.
supposed to be staying with ex part of the time and at mother's house part of the time but dono if i will last. he does catering jobs from a filthy kitchen (if i can i will post pic of microwave before i clean it) but doesn't have a steady job. he apparently makes a lot of money as i saw he has a gold amex card (and with all his poilitical sophistication doesn't realise they are connected with bank of america); he has no expenses as my ex doesn't charge him rent. she charged me half when i lived with her, even though i made 1/3 of what she made.
bad mood exacerbated by ex and her bf being home today. i go to my mother's house on sunday morning and am there until wednesday night. i should start looking for a room or something here but have too much else on my plate.
make it three
bad moods. i don't even want to go to work today.