Just one quick bitch ...

[Calandale]

The payments would be huge.
But I'm not sure that I'd
qualify. I'm probably
considered too employable.

[paradox]

The payments would be huge.
But I'm not sure that I'd
qualify. I'm probably
considered too employable.

I get more than the average student but I did not get it till I got “depression”
Even though I have dx since I was a child
apparently i was to intelligent to not be able to hold down a full time job

[Calandale]

And I'd probably not be able to
get anything for depression,
without taking some sort
of crap. I'd rather live on
the streets, if it comes to
it.

[paradox]

i was not depressed just overwhelmed not that im on the right meds (for my anxiety im alright)

[Calandale]

I'm very likely bi-polar.
And I hate what the
drugs do.

[Peter]

I'm very likely bi-polar.
And I hate what the
drugs do.

Get better drugs?

[paradox]

 
What is it that the drugs do that bothers you? The ones I am on are in the group they give to bi-polar
I personal maintain that I do not fit the whole criteria

[DirtDawg]

Since I won't take any drugs,
he's pretty damned pointless.
I just wanted to see if there
was any possible advantage
to getting dx'd.

A few ones. You can get disability payments, and, if you commit a crime, you can get mental ward instead of prison. If you're lucky.

You mean "when we" don't you?

I have a very low estimate of the value of further diagnosing for myself.
I'm pretty sure I can stay out of jail without a doctor's help.



Edited to remove sensitive information by a covert operative for the Anti-Emo Task Force.

[Calandale]

What is it that the drugs do that bothers you? The ones I am on are in the group they give to bi-polar
I personal maintain that I do not fit the whole criteria

Everyone that I've known on anti-depressants has lost something
vital, while they're on them. Some spark that attracts me.
Some seem to completely lose the ability to think.
Most of these people tended to have much
weaker symptoms than I do. I'm unwilling
to give up my visions.

I have a very low estimate of the value of further diagnosing for myself.
I'm pretty sure I can stay out of jail without a doctor's help.

Yeah. The only crime that I came close to
committing recently was killing my mother.
I doubt that a DX would have helped any.

If I'm not going to be THAT violent,
I usually know how to cover the evidence.

[Calandale]

Damned stipend is half what it's
supposed to be. Hope that this
can be cleared up. I rather liked
getting paid too much.

[paradox]

What the FUCK is with people??

I am at the uni buss stop passing

At a bus stop passing, not that odd right

And this woman walks up and stands right in my way.
I think well that’s rude and walk around her.
Tern around and start walking back, and there she is agene standing right in my way
This time she steps in front of me as I go to passer her and in a very slow and lowed voice she says “are you ok” like I was a lost 5y old who did not speak the language.
I said her I was fine and she evanchly left me alone and went back into the office.

WTF do I look like I was about to through my self in front of a bus or want

[Callaway]

What the FUCK is with people??

I am at the uni buss stop passing

At a bus stop passing, not that odd right

And this woman walks up and stands right in my way.
I think well that’s rude and walk around her.
Tern around and start walking back, and there she is agene standing right in my way
This time she steps in front of me as I go to passer her and in a very slow and lowed voice she says “are you ok” like I was a lost 5y old who did not speak the language.
I said her I was fine and she evanchly left me alone and went back into the office.

WTF do I look like I was about to through my self in front of a bus or want

Probably something about you made her think you might need some help, that's all.

[Litigious]

What the FUCK is with people??

I am at the uni buss stop passing

At a bus stop passing, not that odd right

And this woman walks up and stands right in my way.
I think well that’s rude and walk around her.
Tern around and start walking back, and there she is agene standing right in my way
This time she steps in front of me as I go to passer her and in a very slow and lowed voice she says “are you ok” like I was a lost 5y old who did not speak the language.
I said her I was fine and she evanchly left me alone and went back into the office.

WTF do I look like I was about to through my self in front of a bus or want

Probably something about you made her think you might need some help, that's all.

It happened something even weirder to me the other day. I sometimes take my car and drive aimlessly for a couple of hours, if it's nice weather and springtime. If there's little traffic, it's kind of relaxing. Well, I stopped in a small town and parked near the central station and took a walk. Suddenly there was a woman standing at a balcony looking at me as if I were some kind of suspect of some kind (a pretty old, stupid hag  ). I went back to my car, which stood in eyesight from the woman's balcony and sat down there for a couple of minutes before driving off. She then stood with a camera, photographing me and my car! But I hadn't done anything wrong or illegal.  When I drove away, she put the camera down for a while and I then did  to the stupid old bitch through the open side window. 

[McGiver]

it is all paranoia.

[Calandale]

it is all paranoia.

Not if it's true.