Just one quick bitch ...

[GalileoAce]

How can you even be sure of them?

[Natalia Evans]

It is! 

I've long stopped trusting mirrors especially with eyes like mine.  I just feel heavier and like there is much more of my body present. 

Is that you in the avatar, you're very thin.


It's not the mirrors that are lying, it's our minds. We look at ourselves and we think we are bigger than we really are while to everyone else we look smallar to them.

I also live with an eating disorder I was diagnosed with anoriexia lat year but I don't think I have it or maybe I do, I don't know. I feel I don't have it anymore because I eat more food now than I did when I lived with my aunt and uncle. I also learned when girls say they want to eat but they can't isn't bullshit because they do want to eat but they can't eat because they are afraid of getting fat. I had to be there to understand it.

[Blasted]

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[Adam]

Is that you in your avatar Bint?

[Blasted]

Is that you in your avatar Bint?

Are you taking the piss or playing dumb? 

It's not me in the damn avatar people!

[Adam]

I was taking the piss 

[Adam]

what the FUCK

Tevez has gone to city

Fuck this

At least everybody knew Ronaldo was a twat, Tevez was a proper red though 

[Blasted]

Weather's heating up again 

[P7PSP]

You look hawt in your new avatar pic Gus.   

[odeon]

That sounds annoying as shit odeon.

Yes, it is. It's fucked up.

My OCD tells me that I'm going blind so it's doubly annoying.

[Natalia Evans]

It's not me in the damn avatar people!  I am much uglier and fatter than that 

I was diagnosed with bulimia and was once hooked on laxatives but I think that one may be coming back. 

Although I guess there are small mercies.  At least I'm not on Efexor which would have made me a fucking whale right now

I was once using laxatives but only because I was getting constipated and wasn't pooping enough. I have learned too much enema is bad for you because then your body gets dependant on it and it stops doing the work of pushing the poop down and out of you. So I don't use it much and only use it if I am clogged up and I can't go. I just wait for it to come and if it never does, then I use it. I was shocked to read about how people with eating disorders use laxatives and I thought what did that have to do with their eating disorder. Maybe they use it because they like to keep themselves emptied out to stay lighter because poop in you adds weight or maybe they get constipated a lot because they aren't eating enough food so they have to rely on enema or on other laxatives to get it out of them . Not enough food makes you constipated.

[Blasted]

You look hawt in your new avatar pic Gus.   

It's not me in the damn avatar people!  I am much uglier and fatter than that 

I was diagnosed with bulimia and was once hooked on laxatives but I think that one may be coming back. 

Although I guess there are small mercies.  At least I'm not on Efexor which would have made me a fucking whale right now

I was once using laxatives but only because I was getting constipated and wasn't pooping enough. I have learned too much enema is bad for you because then your body gets dependant on it and it stops doing the work of pushing the poop down and out of you. So I don't use it much and only use it if I am clogged up and I can't go. I just wait for it to come and if it never does, then I use it. I was shocked to read about how people with eating disorders use laxatives and I thought what did that have to do with their eating disorder. Maybe they use it because they like to keep themselves emptied out to stay lighter because poop in you adds weight or maybe they get constipated a lot because they aren't eating enough food so they have to rely on enema or on other laxatives to get it out of them . Not enough food makes you constipated.

I used them cause I felt guilty after I ate anyting.

[Parts]

Work it's either too much or too little

[Adam]

My eye feels weird again

I should go to sleep actually 

[Trigger 11]

Lack of and intermittent phone/internet on the commuter line to DC. We are less than five fucking miles from the I-95 corridor! How can there be no service?