yeah. but see, i'm what you call a hedonist.

i think of now, i want pills now, i want them all now. sides they don't give me pills continuously anyway so no point in stretching them. god if i could have a holiday with some Valium i'd be a happy bunny. but they don't give me pills. i dunno how to get them without saying i want pills or something.
i've taken benadryl once, i had a freak allergic reaction. thought i was gonna die. it didn't do much outside of saving my life or something. you're not supposed to OD on it are you? are you?
