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Quote from: Dmitri on October 28, 2010, 10:51:07 AMYeh you're right. I'm already such a fuckup tho. with my AS and OCD and everything. Who the fuck would want a kid like me? I don't mean that in an emo way - I mean seariously, no one would want their kids to be like I am, and now I'm gonna dump a whole load of other shit on them, the worst shit there is. I wish I still had my old doctor. I could have talked to her about this and asked her to help me tell my mum.You put way more awful labels on yourself than your Mum does. Monkeyboy has ASD, OCD, ADHD, and TS, and we're on a wait list for yet another new something to add to the list, and he's one of the best things that ever happened to me. If he came to me and said he was trans, or he was gay, wouldn't change a damn thing. He's my child.You were born the way you were. You didn't cause it or choose it. It's just a part of who you are and it changes nothing. It doesn't suddenly make you an awful child to your Mum. It's just another facet of you and she loves you beyond words. If she thought you were so awful she wouldn't do the things she does for you and fight as hard as she does for you. You need to remind yourself of that.
Yeh you're right. I'm already such a fuckup tho. with my AS and OCD and everything. Who the fuck would want a kid like me? I don't mean that in an emo way - I mean seariously, no one would want their kids to be like I am, and now I'm gonna dump a whole load of other shit on them, the worst shit there is. I wish I still had my old doctor. I could have talked to her about this and asked her to help me tell my mum.
Quote from: Celticgoddess on October 28, 2010, 10:55:56 AMQuote from: Dmitri on October 28, 2010, 10:51:07 AMYeh you're right. I'm already such a fuckup tho. with my AS and OCD and everything. Who the fuck would want a kid like me? I don't mean that in an emo way - I mean seariously, no one would want their kids to be like I am, and now I'm gonna dump a whole load of other shit on them, the worst shit there is. I wish I still had my old doctor. I could have talked to her about this and asked her to help me tell my mum.You put way more awful labels on yourself than your Mum does. Monkeyboy has ASD, OCD, ADHD, and TS, and we're on a wait list for yet another new something to add to the list, and he's one of the best things that ever happened to me. If he came to me and said he was trans, or he was gay, wouldn't change a damn thing. He's my child.You were born the way you were. You didn't cause it or choose it. It's just a part of who you are and it changes nothing. It doesn't suddenly make you an awful child to your Mum. It's just another facet of you and she loves you beyond words. If she thought you were so awful she wouldn't do the things she does for you and fight as hard as she does for you. You need to remind yourself of that. thanks cg why does it have to be so hard having people who love you? If everyone hated me, this would be easy
My gut says your Mum already has a good idea. Maybe not being trans, but I highly suspects she thinks you're gay. Mum's have a sort of intuition about those things.
my teeth keep feeling really dirty. I have brushed them three times so far (today i mean, not in my whole life ) but they just don't feel clean, you know when u feel like you need to brush your teeth. dunno why it's annoying me. I guess coz I have to brush my teeth in the kitchen lol
I have to go to work now instead of staying here and postwhoring.
Quote from: Dmitri on October 28, 2010, 02:02:12 PMmy teeth keep feeling really dirty. I have brushed them three times so far (today i mean, not in my whole life ) but they just don't feel clean, you know when u feel like you need to brush your teeth. dunno why it's annoying me. I guess coz I have to brush my teeth in the kitchen lolMaybe they need flossing, too?Yes, your mother would probably be disappointed, but she loves you and she would get over it.
Quote from: couldbecousin on October 28, 2010, 04:25:32 PMI have to go to work now instead of staying here and postwhoring. You will be missed! No bitching from me at the moment.
