still
no
money
last i heard was i could expect the money this week, but it would probably arrive chopped up and partial.
i HOPE i get enough for a computer. if i get the 30K spread out over months, its pointless and i wont be able to afford a computer anyway....
as for the rent, its gone. nobody knows where it is, so i will have to pay it out of the 30K. its enough for it, but it is another 10K payment...
i hope that after all is paid, that i will afford a new computer.
i shoulda known better than to ACTUALLY get my hopes and expectations up