i read what you consider rape as a role playing thing that you and the girl did in the bedroom.
i am opposed to rape. but i am more opposed to judging what others consent to in their private lives.
i thought you explained that it was, in essence, consentual rape.
No. It was at times, but the first time certainly wasn't.
I was absolutely sickened by what I did. The worst of it
though was that it was my reaction afterwards which
ruined things between us. That and that I was left
with the destruction of any belief that women don't
provoke rape.