I got asked a question!
I am pathetic, you can say so.
Well it is a long story. I did like my job very much and I still miss parts of it. I have scoliosis and spina bidida. These things are minor problems in themselves but at the mushroom farm I was driving on average 12 hours a day. Forklifts don't have shock absorbers and I was driving over bumps in concrete that they just would not fix. So after a few years I started to get pain. Then it turned into agony. I have never been in pain like that before.
Around this time I was also diagnosed with HFA. One thing on top of another and I guess I had a mental breakdown. I ended up in hospital for a few weeks. When I went back to work afterwards, things were never quite the same. No one trusted me and I was talked about quite blatantly. So I moved into my mum's, sold the place I lived in and my mum took care of me leaving work for good. I can't remember the exact sequence of events.
To this day I still have back problems. It is part of the reason I left my most recent job. I have been told my spinal cord doesn't move as well as it should. I get a lot of numbness in my hands and feet now. But I feel I am lucky because I do not have the really bad pain that I had before.
Now I am looking for another job. I applied for a job yesterday. It is packing medical products. I hope I get it because I love all things medical. It is an interest of mine. I have even diagnosed on House before he gets it!