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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #45 on: October 30, 2022, 01:38:18 PM »
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

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Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #46 on: October 30, 2022, 09:28:39 PM »
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

This is a message board, not a ouija board  :zombiefuck:

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #47 on: November 01, 2022, 02:41:10 PM »
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #48 on: November 01, 2022, 02:41:50 PM »
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

This is a message board, not a ouija board  :zombiefuck:

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #49 on: November 01, 2022, 06:15:54 PM »
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

Then you're already in deep shit... the deep shit being "is it obsession, or is it remorse?"

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #50 on: November 03, 2022, 09:11:24 PM »
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

Then you're already in deep shit... the deep shit being "is it obsession, or is it remorse?"

Is C: all of the above an acceptable answer?

This is a message board, not a ouija board  :zombiefuck:

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #51 on: November 03, 2022, 09:12:06 PM »
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

Then you're already in deep shit... the deep shit being "is it obsession, or is it remorse?"

Is C: all of the above an acceptable answer?

Yes... I'll allow it

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #52 on: November 03, 2022, 09:14:27 PM »
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

Then you're already in deep shit... the deep shit being "is it obsession, or is it remorse?"

Is C: all of the above an acceptable answer?

Yes... I'll allow it

Good

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #53 on: November 29, 2022, 01:00:50 PM »
So far they miss me, yet they still treat me like shit... asking me "Why are you such an ass?"

when my response would of been:

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Why the hell are you a sexual deviant who acts like a retarded toddler!?! Why are you an automaton who lost her will to think for herself!?! Why!?!?!

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #54 on: November 29, 2022, 01:02:27 PM »
So far they miss me, yet they still treat me like shit... asking me "Why are you such an ass?"

when my response would of been:

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Why the hell are you a sexual deviant who acts like a retarded toddler!?! Why are you an automaton who lost her will to think for herself!?! Why!?!?!

The real answer is, I'll never know.... they won't listen to reason, because reason to them is just an insult or accusation of stupid shit I don't want to deal with... if they want to talk, I'll just simply ignore walk away, and live on with my life.

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #55 on: November 29, 2022, 06:33:35 PM »
I've been listening to a lot of Phantom of the Opera show tunes.... the singing is soothing, but somehow I feel like I relate to the phantom more, because like the phantom I still don't get the girl or understood by society.

Though on record, I haven't been vicious like the character when it comes to disposing of people... I just cut them off from me, not bury them 6 feet under like the character did.

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #56 on: December 02, 2022, 03:24:28 PM »
It's 51 freaking degrees and I'm still this cold!?!?!


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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #57 on: December 02, 2022, 07:41:07 PM »
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #58 on: December 08, 2022, 03:30:03 PM »
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

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Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
« Reply #59 on: December 08, 2022, 03:34:59 PM »
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

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