At this point, I'm all your fault for surviving.
Congrats
FYI, i deleted my account when I was in hospital. Since then I have bought a flat, drive a car and got a stimulating job that isn't boring and pays well. I have returned to throw myself away starting with you.
If you can't face the reality that I can gas myself when I want to at a moments notice, then just maybe you should stop being yourselves and get back with the program. No one wants to live with any kind of disorder unless it's dishing out hurt to others with impunity from grief. That is how it is.
Now if you don't mind, I'm off to have a nice long relaxing wank. You know, because I hate myself so much.