I'm not here for your entertainment. I'm here to kill myself with your projections.
So far, all I'm getting is the same old crap from last time.
Maybe if you lot weren't so hell bent on helping yourselves, just maybe you could actually hurt someone that does not want to be saved.
If you can't trigger me into taking my own life, then I'm wasting my time again. I guess you lot must be scared about being charged with involuntary manslaughter by your local authorities...
I hate this condition as much as I resent the trauma bonding with predators. If you want me dead, say so now so that I can pursue my agenda with you personally. If not then go back to yourselves, because I'm not interested in you.
You are a meat sack. You have not made any impression on me. I do not wish or ill or well. You have flown completely under my radar. I do not care if you live or die. Your existence or lack thereof would not raise an eyebrow from me.
But ask anyone here, I am reactive. Not very emotionally invested but very reactive. You just come across as a little entitled, little confused, little whiny and very boring. Not the first to grace these board with these kinds of traits. There are much more interesting people here I like and dislike. Hell, if you were a complete arsehole I would probably go you for laughs without caring to know anything about you but you have the rather undeserved position that you can write whiny sad sack drivel and we will leap to positions you wish us to on the basis you have us figured out?
You are beneath notice. A nothing. A nobody. no personality to connect to anyone here even to engage you enough to learn about who you are or what motivates you. Certainly not enough to love you or hate you.
It is not on us, it is on you. Try harder and you may be worth notice. MAY