Hate you? lol no, that would be too much of a waste of time. You mistake hatred for contempt. There is a difference, even though you are too stupid to comprehend what it is. You might not realize this, but pretending reality isn't there doesn't make it go away.
I wouldn't waste the time in hating you, you are just so far beneath me it wouldn't make sense. You don't make it personal if one steps in dog shit, one just realizes its a heap of worthless excrement and proceeds to wipe you off our boot heel.
And I don't have to look for my dick, I know where it is. I just tell it 'just be sure to pull out of your grandmother and be back before 1am, and don't forget your house keys just in case you arrive back after lights out'.
Also, 'put my autism away'? lol you daft arse, whyever would I want to do that kiddo? I'm perfectly fine with being autie, something that seems to have messed you up badly, psychologically speaking. You might want to try counselling, so you can learn some proper methods for compensating for your little nub of pencil dick instead of rolling on the floor thrashing your hands and feet on the ground and screaming like the little child you are; ranting at the adults when they take your toys away.