Stuff that makes you ridiculously happy.

[Lestat]

You could do an awful lot worse than raxy

[renaeden]

Wow, thanks Lestat. *Warm fuzzies*

WolFish, I'm very glad you're with Pyraxis.

[Gopher Gary]

You could do an awful lot worse than raxy

You'll have to get in line behind me and Pappy. 

[Icequeen]

don't say that, it's like a curse. i said that after my last relationship and ended up with py.

...ok, so maybe not a curse...

That's how I ended up with the SO.

Curse it was, some days. 

Ridiculously happy stuff:

Junk stores
w/Random books
...shiny stuff thrown in boxes
...and weird lamps.

Random cats that appear out of nowhere to greet me.

Driving on a warm summer day with no set destination.

Walking around barefoot in a summer downpour.

[Lestat]

Well you are quite delightful ren. Hot and delightful makes for a good combination. Hot delightful and autistic makes for an even better one

[Fun With Matches]

Damn ren, I wish someone liked me that much. I can't imagine though, finding someone you want to spend the rest of your days with, and them suddenly changing so much, I mean GA.

I'm a bit weary of asking questions because I don't want to rip a plaster off a wound. Cos I sort of know how that feels.

[Lestat]

Hehe IQ, hadn't thought of that one at the time; but random cats are always good. I like random cats. Well pretty much any cats that aren't complete arseholes. But, random cats=goodness.

[renaeden]

Damn ren, I wish someone liked me that much. I can't imagine though, finding someone you want to spend the rest of your days with, and them suddenly changing so much, I mean GA.

I'm a bit weary of asking questions because I don't want to rip a plaster off a wound. Cos I sort of know how that feels.

Ah, it's ok if you have questions, I am pretty matter-of-fact about it now. Kayleigh herself brings up the topic every now and then, not sure what for, as we both haven't changed our minds!

["couldbecousin"]

  Having online access to music again makes my life right. 

[Lestat]

Apologies if I stirred up hard feelings justcurious.

That was not my intention. But at the same time, I am not going to hold back in conversations with others due to possibility of accidental collateral.

Ren didn't seem to know just quite how fucking meow-some she is. Which, incidentally is actually kind of cute in and of itself, its endearing, for some reason. Possibly because people who are all 'hey look at me, look at how fine I am', it just engenders a mental image of some preppy cheerleader teenage schoolgirl. And makes me want to vomit. The 'up yourself' type, if that makes sense. Kind of thing typical of celebrities, where it is quite simply, revolting.

[Fun With Matches]

Damn ren, I wish someone liked me that much. I can't imagine though, finding someone you want to spend the rest of your days with, and them suddenly changing so much, I mean GA.

I'm a bit weary of asking questions because I don't want to rip a plaster off a wound. Cos I sort of know how that feels.

Ah, it's ok if you have questions, I am pretty matter-of-fact about it now. Kayleigh herself brings up the topic every now and then, not sure what for, as we both haven't changed our minds!

Thanks. OK, one question...what was it like as in...is it now like you're living with a totally different person? I honestly can't imagine what it's like.

[Fun With Matches]

Apologies if I stirred up hard feelings justcurious.

That was not my intention. But at the same time, I am not going to hold back in conversations with others due to possibility of accidental collateral.

Ren didn't seem to know just quite how fucking meow-some she is. Which, incidentally is actually kind of cute in and of itself, its endearing, for some reason. Possibly because people who are all 'hey look at me, look at how fine I am', it just engenders a mental image of some preppy cheerleader teenage schoolgirl. And makes me want to vomit. The 'up yourself' type, if that makes sense. Kind of thing typical of celebrities, where it is quite simply, revolting.

Eh, I go through periods of high and low self esteem. It's a seasonal thing, I think. I can appear up myself, but it makes me feel better to do it. Like if I'm wearing great clothes, I'll think, "Damn, I look fine" and other people pick up on it. And even if I'm feeling like crap about myself, it feels better to do it. I'm weary of people who are like, "I'm better than you" whether it be looks wise or morally, or if they say they've had a shittier time than anyone. But people with without that snooty nonsense, whether they have low or high self esteem, yeh, I'm fine with them.

I have to be honest with you, it's probably the wrong thing to say. You remind me of an ex, and it makes me feel anxious around you. Please don't think less of me for it.

[Lestat]

I don't think any less of you, curious.

Anything I *CAN* (fairly) do to make you less anxious around me? because I'm still going to be, well, around, and I sure wouldn't want you to feel like you wish not to be here on my account, I'm not leaving, and I hope you don't either. So, anything I can do to calm your nerves? I hope I have not in some way caused you offense, for I feel no enmity towards you whatsoever, you have never acted in any way such as to earn that from me, and it isn't there.

If I can't do anything (fairly/reasonably), I'm sorry to hear that. I'd like you to know though that this is the first I knew of such, and whatever I've done, it was not deliberate, or if its something I did deliberately say or do, then it was said or done for an entirely different reason, of that you can be sure.

[Fun With Matches]

Thank you Lestat.

I'm not sure if there is anything you can say or do, not that I want you to change. I dunno, as I get to know you on the forums, maybe I'll see who you are even more clearly.

I think it was the way he was outspoken, and his writing style, just similar.

[Lestat]

The outspoken bit your going to find is very, very commmon amongst aspies/auties.