Yeah thats a bugger seeing wolfy post like that. Especially connecting the post to me directly like that. As if I'm some sort of reference chart for what it takes to knock somebody out with various things:P Always did like his humor. Miss the guy, although not as much as raxy does obviously. And I have to say, even now, I still hurt for raxy when I think of wolfy's loss, raxy's loss OF wolfy, and all our losses of the bugger. And I care about 'raxy a lot, I always have, and when wolfy died it came as a real stab in the guts and twist of the blade. Still does, when it comes up or I think of them being separated. I know too much what it is like, and how painful it is to be apart from the one true soulmate beyond any measurement standard, somebody you love more than your own life and self, even decades after last seeing them and who you'd still die for if needs called for it to happen for their own life or health in a heartbeat. Its a worse pain than anything physical that can be inficted. Physical pain either will eventually cease, or one will die. That kind of pain, only stops upon death.
And even if I could, I wouldn't, because the love lost, she wouldn't wish me to, nor would she have any respect for me for such weakness. Not her. Not ever.
Too fiery by far:) A trait of my (younger of the two) former fiancee that I loved above almost all others, her being...well...a fundamental force of nature, as basic, as all-reaching all-powerful and omni-present a dynamism made flesh as is the strong and weak nuclear forces mediating atomic binding of subatomic particles into nuclei of elements. Girl was a living gluon, in more ways than one.
