Practicing the thing I'm going to read tomorrow, maybe. My history with public speaking is kind of fraught. There've been some super embarrassing times, like the one I didn't prepare more than bullet point notes and thought I could wing it, and instead froze up in front of a group and couldn't continue. I felt nervous but fine, had no idea my brain was going to do that to me. But occasionally I can pull it out of my ass and make people laugh and actually entertain them. This one I've written out what to say and I'll just be reading it off a piece of paper, which bodes well, and I feel nervous but fine, which means nothing whatsoever. I really really don't want to practice, don't want to take away from spontaneity or genuineness. I'm not sure if that's setting myself up for screwing up again.