Those 'associations' you are talking about sound rather like psychotic delusions to me. Like real thought disorders :/ . I don't know, that is the kind of nonsense I cannot understand about people. If there is a guy in a porn movie, there is a guy in a porn movie. How can I be that person? Or what are they even thinking?
You told me why you weren't responding, but still quite some PMs were on a level of yes/no, very easy and quick to answer, nothing intrusive and it really didn't seem like the issue was that you had no time to reply but rather that you didn't on purpose. I don't know anything about a disgust factor
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You were online on the forum and I saw you and wrote you 'how are you doing?' or something and you didn't reply :''((( . My fantasy is that we have really long discussions and then you get angry and electroshock me for disagreeing with you, but that is not even what any of this is about
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