You blindly follow authority figures without considering the circumstances surrounding drama related to said authority figures.
I'm not talking about my situation, I've noticed this about you in other situations too. Sometimes I agree with you. Sometimes I don't.
But this business of having your head lodged permanently up someone's backside is not good for your mental health. You must learn to think totally independently of other people's influences. It is not healthy for anyone to rely on being attached to someone else to form their own opinions.