Kinda weird was.. he was really doing well.. and was about to meet up with a girl that loved him.. in the coming days just before he died. Think he was in love with her as well and went a bit too high on life. In the end he 'flew' a bit too close near the sun. Wax melted and..
It's a character trait, going happy as a young puppy and then ruining stuff by going in too frikkin' wild, I own myself also. There's no heroin (or some other drug like that) in my life though.