It is, being 150-160 in the hole was a total bummer. I thought that was never going to leave,

Flying lion, I do have a history of being a complete jerk to people for no reason here.
So, you have just caught me on the rebound.

However, old ways are just that. I am a different person now because circumstances have changed me for the better.
Can't really say I'll never have any arguements with people here again but now I think aimlessly attacking people for no reason really isn't a way to handle the situation.