So, breaking up the second (or third?) time was worse than the first time. Wait 'til later and it will be even worse. Breaking up with my first ex-wife took almost five years.
She may have been a cock obsessed aspie. I always attract nerdy girls. I know she was cock obsessed. You know how hard it can be to break up with a multi-orgasmic cock-obsessed bitch, I'm sure, even if she is a psycho.