That is a shame. It is a good job you have your Aunt and your other family.
Do you want children, ever ?
I think I do, but not for a long time. I would like 1 child, and I would want to wait until I was pretty much as old as possible. I know lots of 23 year olds have families, but I dont feel anywhere near ready, or anywhere near mature enough to raise a child.
I know Id be a great parent when it comes to entertaining the child, and playing with it. i know Id be good that way, but I would totally suck at discipline, and telling it what to do.
In some ways though, I just think that I might be happy to be an aunt. I know all of my friends are likely to have kids, so I know I could be the fun aunt, without any of the responsibilities.
My heart says I want a child one day, but my brain says, stick to being an aunt