"And she even landed on the cover of a disability magazine in her community...i didnt gett o read the article about her though cos i had to buy the mag, but i saw her pic"
Yes, she was. She is an inspiration to many people. I don't suppose someone like you would be inspired in the right way by anyone who is nice and sweet.
And I don't see any future between the two of you. In fact the PR has made it infinitely clear that she is nauseated by you.