I'm looking for love

[Bastet]

Richard, why don't you go to a community college or trade school?
Thiose are good places to meet people.  And as you better yourself you will gain more confidence. And learn to believe in yourself.

well to be truthfull I have thought about it, the problem is I'm stuck in this cycle of:

wake up in the morning, get coffee. (I don't eat breakfast) then get online. and I can't get off, to do other things, Its sounds absolutely silly but its true. So I never make it to college or anywhere where there are crowds of people, Also I can't socialize for shit. I mean, dogs have better people skills than me,  I guess a lot of it is motivational issues aswell. And its probably hard for somebody who doesn't have these problems to get why somebody like myself, can't just go outside sort to speak.

I do keep telling myself that one day I'm just going to go do something, (whatever that is) but end up back into my usual cycle.

Well depending where you live , you could go to the film school I do. It is for various developmental disabilities. It literally saved my life and you learn social interaction while making student films and depending on what aid you qualify for, you may get funding to go there.

["couldbecousin"]

  A personal ad ought to include height as well as weight.  Also, what does HMU mean? 

hit me up

  Thank you, I am unfamiliar with dating sites and such. 

  Could have meant Herman Munster University for all I knew! 

[McGiver]

Richard, why don't you go to a community college or trade school?
Thiose are good places to meet people.  And as you better yourself you will gain more confidence. And learn to believe in yourself.

well to be truthfull I have thought about it, the problem is I'm stuck in this cycle of:

wake up in the morning, get coffee. (I don't eat breakfast) then get online. and I can't get off, to do other things, Its sounds absolutely silly but its true. So I never make it to college or anywhere where there are crowds of people, Also I can't socialize for shit. I mean, dogs have better people skills than me,  I guess a lot of it is motivational issues aswell. And its probably hard for somebody who doesn't have these problems to get why somebody like myself, can't just go outside sort to speak.

I do keep telling myself that one day I'm just going to go do something, (whatever that is) but end up back into my usual cycle.

love and relationships are hard work.  Yo can't take them for granted the way you do your daily routine.
Do something for yourself.  Break out of your cycle. Accomplish something and gain confidence.

I know sky blue is being a douche, but I think he's offered you a roadmap.  You've got to first stop being lazy.  Stop being a taker.  Until you admit you are those things you cannot break free of them.

[Jack]

You're looking for love in all the wrong places, Richard.

[Jesse]

I'm not lazy. or a taker, the problem is we live in a culture of "us" Vs. "them" in another words, If I'm not like you then the majority will bully me into thinking the way they do. well fuck that, and fuck the roadmap skyblue1 has offered. I'm not living my life to please his code of ethics of which he thinks I should be living by

[Jesse]

You're looking for love in all the wrong places, Richard.

Your probably right. I just thought I would throw this out there, 

[skyblue1]

  A personal ad ought to include height as well as weight.  Also, what does HMU mean? 

hit me up

  Thank you, I am unfamiliar with dating sites and such. 

  Could have meant Herman Munster University for all I knew! 

I think Dick Cheney graduated from there

[McGiver]

Wookin  pa nub.

[McGiver]

I'm not lazy. or a taker, the problem is we live in a culture of "us" Vs. "them" in another words, If I'm not like you then the majority will bully me into thinking the way they do. well fuck that, and fuck the roadmap skyblue1 has offered. I'm not living my life to please his code of ethics of which he thinks I should be living by

suit yourself.  Remember it is insane when you make the same mistakes over and over again, doing the same things expecting a different result.

[skyblue1]

Richard, why don't you go to a community college or trade school?
Thiose are good places to meet people.  And as you better yourself you will gain more confidence. And learn to believe in yourself.

well to be truthfull I have thought about it, the problem is I'm stuck in this cycle of:

wake up in the morning, get coffee. (I don't eat breakfast) then get online. and I can't get off, to do other things, Its sounds absolutely silly but its true. So I never make it to college or anywhere where there are crowds of people, Also I can't socialize for shit. I mean, dogs have better people skills than me,  I guess a lot of it is motivational issues aswell. And its probably hard for somebody who doesn't have these problems to get why somebody like myself, can't just go outside sort to speak.

I do keep telling myself that one day I'm just going to go do something, (whatever that is) but end up back into my usual cycle.

love and relationships are hard work.  Yo can't take them for granted the way you do your daily routine.
Do something for yourself.  Break out of your cycle. Accomplish something and gain confidence.

I know sky blue is being a douche, but I think he's offered you a roadmap.  You've got to first stop being lazy.  Stop being a taker.  Until you admit you are those things you cannot break free of them.

Skyblue is being truthful to a lazy no good cunt

Who thinks he can say what he wants about others

Can say anything stupid that he wants

And then cant take the piss, when its handed to him.

Without it being sugar coated by someone being patronizing

[Jesse]

is being truthful to a lazy no good cunt

Who thinks he can say what he wants about others

Can say anything stupid that he wants

And then cant take the piss, when its handed to him.

Without it being sugar coated by someone being patronizing

Your opinion of me doesn't mean anything. placing a value by calling me a no good cunt because I'm not like you is nonsence. but please continue thinking it will make you a better person somehow, it won't. 
I can say anything I want. you say anything you want don't you? I can take the piss. I've handled myself very well in this topic, everything you have said here to make me look stupid has failed. despite this you keep yapping. why? you think you have an audience, much like a worthless preacher man on the corner, telling people they just need a little bit of jesus!

I don't need anything you say.

[Jesse]

suit yourself.  Remember it is insane when you make the same mistakes over and over again, doing the same things expecting a different result.

talking points. I love them too

[McGiver]

suit yourself.  Remember it is insane when you make the same mistakes over and over again, doing the same things expecting a different result.

talking points. I love them too

its not rational behavior.

[Al Swearegen]

Well, If you feel like I can work Skyblue, then stop cutting hair and work for the Social Security Administration and review my case
In the meantime everything you say is absolute bullshit

It really is not though. I "could" go on unemployment. If I remained on unemployment long enough and resisted efforts to be employed, eventually some person assigned to my case would push for disability, on basis of them thinking that unemployment benefits are only for shorter term, whereas disability is for longer term. Besides I AM diagnosed so I could possibly qualify now, except for the fact I am gainfully employed.

Just because you can "get away with it" does not mean it is a good fucking idea.

Get a job, Ricky

[Jesse]

Al I am not getting away with anything. you make it sound criminal, and also I love the wordage here. "gainfully" . this is more bully lingo to make me feel less than, its what culture does. and I wont play their game any longer

I can assure you I'm not getting away with anything. as I have said before, If the government really didn't think I was deserving of disability, I wouldn't be on disability.

your culture is the problem. not my work ethics