Richard, why don't you go to a community college or trade school?
Thiose are good places to meet people. And as you better yourself you will gain more confidence. And learn to believe in yourself.
well to be truthfull I have thought about it, the problem is I'm stuck in this cycle of:
wake up in the morning, get coffee. (I don't eat breakfast) then get online. and I can't get off,
to do other things, Its sounds absolutely silly but its true. So I never make it to college or anywhere where there are crowds of people, Also I can't socialize for shit. I mean, dogs have better people skills than me,
I guess a lot of it is motivational issues aswell. And its probably hard for somebody who doesn't have these problems to get why somebody like myself, can't just go outside sort to speak.
I do keep telling myself that one day I'm just going to go do something, (whatever that is) but end up back into my usual cycle.