I decided that the cost here was going to be the cost of going to Thailand for 4 weeks (around about) and getting it done there.
Trip away for same cost as having it done here.
The other consideration was then, I have not always desired to go to Thailand but there are places I always wanted to go to. I did entertain going to maybe the French Riveria and Monte Carlo or Italy or Spain
I am going from Sydney to Athens for 3 day, Santorini for 2 days, Mykonos for 2 days and then about 3 weeks in Chiang mai.
AspieMomma, glad i am not the only spaz with these kind of overreactions.
To be honest, I am not goiung to play who is the biggest spaz either. Nor poor me abouit it. I know that I am atypical acros the board. I have some quite significant traits but they tend to be a little atypical to the stereotypical traits. So i do not mind f anyone were to say "shit that is stupid" or whatever because there would be many areas with them that i handle better. This is just a weakness for me. I recognise that and i am not about to pretend it is not.
Was mainly saying that I am really very pleased. It is like the feeling of relief when you manage to fix a problem at work or whatever that is about to become a huge issue, but to fix it just before it escalates in a way you can not manage. I am happy, excited and starting to focus on the fun aspects of the trip.